The beginning of the end

How do I look like this in photos?!?! I see a tall, balanced, beautiful woman when I look in the mirror!!! Who is this Biggest Loser wannabe?!?!


Well, I know what I look like as a fit size 12, and now I have a clear image of what I look like right now as a obese size 18 (probably more like a 20, but I refuse to buy bigger sizes.).

So all I can do is focus and work hard from here. This week is insane, but I’m going to try to hit LA Fitness to re-sign up on Friday morning and then I’ll have somewhere to go run in the morning when the weather’s crap and I am going to start hitting spinning classes again after work. (I ❤ spinning!)

Now I need to get thru this crazy weekend without going off the wagon. Tonight I’m having veggie sushi and edamame. I will miss a nice glass of plumb saki and chilling out to the smooth sounds of Ben Sharkey an Chris Mann won’t be quite the same sipping on water, but this is the reality of my life for now.

I’m doing this for me!



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